Sunday, November 02, 2008
Last night, my body woke me up at three am, thinking that it was eleven in the morning. My brain, half asleep, started letting in the awful thoughts that have been plaguing me for the past couple weeks. I just couldn't stop them. Called the Frenchie who calmed me as best as he could, then tried to read some. The words ran together so much that it caused a pain just underneath the forehead right between my eyes. Turned the light off and tossed around a bit. Finally settled down on my stomach. After a few minutes, the power symbol came to mind. I mentally drew it in different positions around me as well as around the house for protection. Fell right to sleep after that.